I feel great pressure this semester. I am delighted that I feel so. So many things at my limits, they are very new to my usual nature, which make them esp hard. But Father told me to come here just for that: to test my self, to correct my weakness and to surpass my own limits.
One challenge is about time: how can I do things effectively, given my limited time source?
One challenge is about capability: how do I learn the basic techniques to make myself fundamentally capable in the strangest and hardest circumstances?
One challenge is about my emotional mind: how do I control my emotions? To make my heart as a tranquil lake in the autumn, to make my mind work uninterfered? To overcome false preconception So that I can build enduring relationship?!
I must overcome my limits!