15.2.07

日记二十八

All of a sudden, I fell into deep, resisted, persistent stress, loss since yesterday. Now it is 2 days already, not sure if it is to end tomorrow. Sitting alone with some textbooks and boring exercises, my thoughts wandered aimlessly. Life suddenly became so meaningless!

How ridiculous I was! Just like a teen girl daydreaming and romanticking! My true self feels so ashamed about this. I hope no one know this! Otherwise what can I do :))

好了,我想玩儿到这儿就够了吧!不然我会变成个女孩说不定,那我会怎么办呢,太丢脸了吧! 那时候还要当什么英雄,什么悟空,觉悟什么道?!别开玩笑了!